So as you may now if you read my post from yesterday morning, my 9 month old kitten, Milo, passed away yesterday. I’m doing a little better today than I was yesterday. My step-mom was with me the whole day until my fiance came home. I tried to give away my shift because I didn’t feel like working. But, no one would take it so I had to go to work from 6:30-11. On the way to work, I started tearing up. That was the first time that I cried since early in the morning when it first happened. I just had to get my mind off of it and think of something else. At work I was alright. I was talking to a co-worker about it and I felt some tears in the back of my eyes but I didn’t cry. Then on the way home, i completely lost it. My fiance was sleeping when I got home, so he doesn’t know that I was crying last night. Mia, our other kitten who is 10 months old, has become a lot more attached to me than she was before. Usually Milo would sleep right beside me and Mia was at the bottom of the bed by my fiance’s feet. Last night, Mia was right beside me the whole night. That made me kind of sad because that was always where Milo slept at night. I woke up around 3 AM and then I couldn’t go back to sleep because I got emotional again. But eventually I fell back asleep.
This morning, I went down to my aunt’s house with my dad and step-mom to help my step-mom’s dad level out the pool. Then I rode with my step-mom to Verizon to get my uncle’s phone fixed. I just need to be with friends and family right now. It stinks that I don’t have that many friends, but I am going to be hanging out with one of my bridesmaids later today around 4, so I definitely need that! We are going to get my veil and I’m going to try on my dress for her because she wasn’t able to go wedding dress shopping with me. I can’t wait to try it on again and for her to see it!! Then after that we’re gonna go to the mall for a little bit. Then later tonight, my fiance and I are going to go mini golfing! I’ll be sure to take tons of pics (which I haven’t been doing much) and then share them with you all!!! Have a great Friday everyone!!